I didn't mean to fall asleep
You were only two days old I was alone with you Exhausted from giving you life no sleep in sight I love you you won't stop crying and sleep You only sleep when you eat I am trying to stay awake I didn't mean to fall asleep I'm sorry, so sorry I fell asleep you were in my arms so peaceful, eating you fell asleep so beautifully on my chest I watched as you took breath after breath I was so tired I kept trying to push through the exhaustion it was two in the morning You are okay now but I fell asleep I woke up to screams you were on the floor I'm sorry I fell asleep you are growing wonderfully but I constantly think of that day you had two fractures in your skull and a brain bleed you are so smart at almost 6 months old I couldn't be happier but it still weighs heavy on my mind I don't know what the future holds for you what if something is wrong? I can't help but to overthink ...